Well well well, what do ya knowza. Its has been another several months again.  So many things has happened that I wanted to get back on here to write about but I never get on the computer anymore.  I think I check the myspace ever other month and I never will have a facebook so the only thing that pulls me back to the computer is xanga.  So congratulations xanga you have won my heart.

I'm am still living at my parents and saving up for a car.  But i'm not doing such a great job of saving money because i see all these clothes that i think that i must have.  Anyway i'm defiantly holding out till fall of 2011 for the Honda Fit hybrid to come out.  After a lot of deliberations I was positive the fit was going to be my next car, but then i found out about the hybrid thats going to get 56 mpg... Thats nuts!!! Another thing is that by 2011 all my tickets (God willing) will be off my record and I will almost be 25 so full coverage will DIRT cheap.

Hmmmm. Just typing about being 25 years old just  got me really down.  I'm sick of growing up, I don't feel like i have done anything significant with my self at all.  Its a horrible, scary feeling to know that in a year in a half i'll be 25. I remember being 20 working at Fed Ex and one day a co-worker asked me "So are you excited about being 21?"  I replied "No not really I don't drink so I have nothing to look forward to."  He then look at me real hard and said "Well 21 is a great year but before you know it you're 25 and the next morning you wake up you're 30." What a horrible thing to think about. It makes me want to throw in the towel and call it quits.

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Every time i log on to xanga my heart hurts a little bit.  I guess just because it brings me back to so many fond, old memories.  I think back to high school and remember the great times i had with all my best friends and the countless stories i would post about our epic adventures. I miss you all

So i moved back home... Yes home, home.  To my dismay i am living with my parents again and its NO fun.  I never realized how unfuctional (not dysfunctional) this household really is.  Which is irrelevant to the point i'm up dating but i just want to say that for the first time in about a year i finally have my own defined room. It feels really good to have my own four walls that i can call mine. Its not my old room that i moved out of but my lil sisters old room which she quickly moved out of in to my old rome when i left the house.  I dent care about the size or the girly ceiling fan.  It is just nice to have my own bed, night stand, dresser, closet with just my cloths and shoes.  Its something that i think we all take for granted.... so for those of you that have your own room just remember how blessed you are truly are.

Oh yeah i forgot to tell you why i moved home... I am saving up to buy a new car.  The car i currently have has a oil problem with the motor.  The mechanics at nissan don't really know what is wrong with it and they said if i wanted to know the will have to tear apart the engine to find out... $$$$$$. So i am going to live here for the next two years and put all my money in get completely paying off a new car.  I'm not to sure on what a i want. All i know is a want something small affordable and gas efficant.  I'm not concerned at all with getting some high end, high priced chick magnet of a car.  I have no desires to have a flashy car.  So the three i'm debating on right now are: Honda Fit, Scion xB, or a Honda Civic coup.  I'm going go test driving soon to really figure it out so i have a set goal to save up to.

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